Thursday, July 29, 2010

What is a Memory Worth?

Late last night I wept for my loss
The tears rolled down to disappear in the sheets
Like my childhood memories did in between.
For what is a memory worth when it hurts?
Is it worth remembering the good with the bad
Or the happy with the sad?
What unknown recollection has been wiped clean as the cost
Of forever forgetting the hardest things of all?
What is a memory worth when it hurts?
A childhood tale of adventure and dare,
Or the moments that held a glimmer of love?

Sleeplessness.

I tossed and turned in my sleep last night
Trying to find the place
Where I could fit just right
Where I could stay.
But the harder I searched the harder it got
My movements to retrace.
This place I lay my body to rest
Has become a den of restlessness.